Well, the name is Kevin Ng Wei Shan, Kev to my friends, a host of other nick names which I don't care to mention here. I describe myself as loud, noisy but friendly. Well, I value friendship to the max, love orderliness and hate indecision.Hope you enjoy what is here, pass it on if you like it, keep it to yourself if you don't.
To all my old friends, feel free to contact me at nivek_ng@hotmail.com. Happy reading!
Kev
To all medical students....
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Somehow or another my thoughts have been brought back to this long forgotten chapter in my life.... Perhaps it is the increasing need for an outlet to all the "injustice" i feel but then again it is useless to whine....
I really am unsure why I'm writing this but i guess it helps to ba able to argue with myself on a forum that nobody reads....
Ever get that feeling that you want to do something even though u know it is futile? That every thought you have is just one messed up issue after another....
Life is getting more and more complicated.... Part of growing up the adults around me say.... Yet the little kid in me says its too much too fast too soon....
So my random thoughts are just that... Random....
I miss having friends to hang out with... I miss my hang buddies....
I miss having a structure to life.... An aim, not just trying to survive daily without getting yelled at too much.... Surviving each week without giving up and living each month with the hope that the following is one step closer to being better....
So now I've been washed ashore again... back to the sandy shores that I used to call home.... To my old sanctuary.... Perhaps I may write more....
My life is currently in a big big mess.... Much like my room in KL.... Bleah.... =)
Anyways.... Don't think I will be updating till I shift back to Penang permanently, though there are thoughts of just shutting down the blog.... Getting too lazy to update anyway.... =P and anyways, nothing interesting seems to happen in my life anyways....
Just a few announcements....
I PASSED!!!! So finally after enduring years of people asking me "You still studying ar?" I can finally answer with an emphatic "NO! I've graduated.... Waiting for posting in Kuching, Sarawak"
Then comes the big dilemma of explaining why I want to go across the sea to a place considered rural.... FYI, KUCHING is a CITY.... Which sad to say most other places in Malaysia are not.... =P
So ta for now.... Till I decide to blog again....
To my dearest.... I love you.... And you look great in the clothes you tried on last in JUSCO.... =)
To my lemmings.... I miss you guys....
To my coursemates.... Enjoy your hols....
To those that didn't make it.... You'll get it this time round....
To my friends in Penang.... I"M BACK!!!! Kerachut was brilliant.... Now for the next one....
To Prabs.... "Flying kites" may be fun.... But constant vigilance is key.... Once porridge is made, it can never be turned to rice =P
To Jo.... Remember I want my flippers back...
Pantai Chagar Hutang beckons.... I can't wait!
PS : POSTING IS EXPECTED BY THE MIDDLE OF JULY. BE PREPARED
Again going with the general theme of relationships.... This one is cute....
Brings back memories of days gone by where I wondered what to say as an intro to people I would have liked to meet. Or rather words and scripts to those that I had an interest in.... =) Cracking your head to think of conversation topics to hold the attention of that cute girl you met at the last gathering.... Man.... Those were the days... =)
The days of new relationships.... Was reading the article in the Star last weekend about old flames and thought some parts were true.... Its interesting to note that many of our choices now reflect our early crushes.... =) Not too sure about everyone else but its at least true with me =)
So how many have actually been faced with the situation above?
Well.... Some comic relief.... Short sketch showing the life stories of my 2 dearest housemates.... Warning : May perhaps be offending to some of the more hard up feminists out there. So don't watch it if you're one. =P
After 5 years, my half decade is reaching its zenith.... Going nuts in anticipation waiting for it all to be over but on the other hand I am wondering will I get through it....
Well, spent the last week deep in work.... Working in the wards during the mornings, sleeping in the afternoons, studying at night and putting my blood sweat and tears into the yearbook in the wee hours of the morning....
I've got to say working on the year book has been a welcomed distraction, and I think its come out quite nice, although the price has been upped, still think its worth every single memory in there....
Going through the year book brought back loads of nostalgic memories of years gone by. It’s real mushy I know but I can't help but reminisce about those wonderful memories of yesteryear…. Even looking back at the past 5 years is enough to make me smile a sad smile of nostalgia….
I still remember the feeling of getting into med school, and on top of that getting in with Prabs…. (Not exactly complete joy for the latter…. Hehehe)
I remember the first few months…. Homesickness, loneliness and adapting to a new surrounding….
Remember finding friends in the strangest places…. Laughing and eating together in KTP….
I remember singing our first Raya song…. Dav, got to thank you for that…. It was brilliant….
I remember the first and last outing for New Year’s day…. The flying coffee, the mad rush of people, the wonderful fireworks…. The wonderful company the next day….
Long long hours spent initially playing the card version of truth or dare, hours spent lung to lung…. Even longer hours spent dissecting each others lives as to get to know each other….
I remember the holidays…. The laughter we all shared…. Interesting times they were….
I remember the way love blossomed for so many in our group, the way fate loved to wreck havoc with our love lives….
I remember my first dissection class…. The excitement…. Man….
I remember tennis games every evening and training every night…. Friendships I found there were fantastic…. Really taught me loads….
I remember…. I remember loads.... And every memory is like a flower in the garden of my mind…. Someday it may grow into trees…. Much like my other memories of years gone by…. Haiz….
That no matter what we say and how often we do it ourselves, it still hurts when ever you read some foreign "genius" putting down your country.... Stumbled upon a website recently, from some "decent, upstanding" *cough cough* American *cough, cough, ewww.... blood* which claimed to have worked in Malaysia and was putting it down in a bad bad way. Just because the "brilliant and holier-than-thou" gwai lo lost money over some bad business transactions in Malaysia.
I highly doubt his story, seems a little crappy to me.... But the words he used just showed me how small some people's minds are.... Perhaps he was thinking with his smaller head.... Hmmm.... Nah, prefer to believe that lil aliens invaded his mind and drilled little holes in his cerebral cortex causing massive atrophy secondary to improper usage.... =) Either that or his lowe regions turned ischaemic and autoamputated themselves causing him to have to live life squaeling like a lil porky that he is.... Bah....
And girls, he claimed that all Malaysian girls were circumsized.... Must be playing around with the "boys" I think.... Blind bat can't even tell the difference between normal human anatomies....
Another thing I realised is that girls will be girls.... Talk to them and they shy away.... No matter the age group.... Kinda cute somehow.... The reactions of girls must be an inbuilt thing....
There is no such thing as just another 5 minutes.... Cos if there was I wouldn't still be sitting here writing this nonsense but already bathed and studying =P
Lastly, to the "brilliant" and "far-sighted" city hall planner who decided to close off Jalan Tun Razak from Jalan Pahang.... May you rest in peace.... Sometimes I wonder how do some people get through life with such small brains.... Or no brains at all....
Bah.... Screw the world.... FOAMY RULES.... BOW TO THE LORD AND MASTER, THE GREAT SQUIRREL - FOAMY!
Its been some time since I updated.... Got to apologise for that.... Been distracted.... =) Feeding my addiction and all....
Feeding an addiction is difficult, after all we spend long long hours just waiting for the next fix, and even longer hours getting the fix.... Anyhow, will be the first to admit that I am addicted to Harry Potter fan fiction....
Why am I an addict? Well I fit all the DSM IV criterias for an addiction....
I read and read and read somemore.... Sacrificing "precious" hours of study time....
My work is thrown around me, laid down in favour of a good fan fict....
I sleep less due to my need to read every fan fict on the net....
I trawl the net looking for recommended fac fiction, of any genre, any ship....
I've skipped class just so I could finish up my fan fict readings....
I carry my lap top everywhere, including the gym just so I can read....
So thats what I've been doing with my life, that and attempting to study for the finals in 3 weeks.... God help us all.... i need my life back....
If anyone knows a good therapist do let me know... I need help....
Muahahahahahahahaha!!!! I love this.... Totally agrees with me.... Sometimes I wonder what is our fascination with celebrities.... The inner psyche of celebrity worship.... Anyone wanna tell me why?
Kev
Warning :
Clicking on the above title sends you to a website with profanities and such describing pretty much what I think the world should know on celebrity worship.... So be warned and if you are offended, or have sensitive ears don't click on it.... BLEK!
My head feels like water flowing now.... Hehehehe.... Like little droplets of water, falling slowly to ease reality....
Escape, To leave everything behind, Escape, To forget reality.... Come dance, Lose yourself in the beat, Let the music cover your soul, Dance, Dance like there's no tomorrow....
Move, grind, shake it all off, For one night, Forget life, live for the moment.... Let it all loose, let it flow.... Let yourself go...
Release, so fleeting the feeling is, Tomorrow dawns, bringing me back to ground, So temporary, not staying for more.... Somehow, no matter what I do, Release, excape, just doesn't come anymore....
So I fall, like the droplets in the pond, Like rain on a window pane, Trying, trying to relase and escape from the pain....
