Somehow or another my thoughts have been brought back to this long forgotten chapter in my life.... Perhaps it is the increasing need for an outlet to all the "injustice" i feel but then again it is useless to whine....

I really am unsure why I'm writing this but i guess it helps to ba able to argue with myself on a forum that nobody reads....

Ever get that feeling that you want to do something even though u know it is futile?
That every thought you have is just one messed up issue after another....

Life is getting more and more complicated.... Part of growing up the adults around me say.... Yet the little kid in me says its too much too fast too soon....

So my random thoughts are just that... Random....

I miss having friends to hang out with... I miss my hang buddies....

I miss having a structure to life.... An aim, not just trying to survive daily without getting yelled at too much.... Surviving each week without giving up and living each month with the hope that the following is one step closer to being better....

So now I've been washed ashore again... back to the sandy shores that I used to call home.... To my old sanctuary.... Perhaps I may write more....